you can't wish everything to be DAMN perfect!!

wake up late..early afternoon!!bad behaviour gurl!watch my phone n there were 6 missed call from dad.OMG!!why didn't hear the call even once.myb too tired coz sleep late last nite.what do u mean nite??it almost 6 o'clock n the morning!!its SUNDAY morning la...what do u expect to do in sunday morning wth nobody in the room.just only myself..off course staying late n wake up late..hahahaha..as usual...then again aftr taking my bath around 2 pm,dad called once again.asking whether i wanna join hm going back to bangi or not.he said just wanna gather all the family.yeah..as usual..fmly gathering aftr a long tyme.but..i didn't give a direct answer as i know i already got plan with cuzen n fren..then,ask my fren how bout it.lastly..my dad called again want to cnfrm it.i told him its ok.i just want to spend my CNY with fren here n some works to do.but he really insist me to come back with him.he said something imprtnt will be held at bangi.what else can i say..i just agreed with him.it must be smthng really imprtnt when he said like that.so...start my journey to bangi...shorten the journey,at bangi..as usual..we had the gathering..went to my aunt house n having BBQ.quite interesting..long tyme not having BBQ..aftr it all...suddenly one of my uncle said smthng.yaa..as i expect n predict,he'll cnfrm talk bout it.he LOVES to "bob up and down" about it and those past things...then..here we go..it starts all over again..sincerely i said from my heart,u r the worst in family k!!no respect..no sense of humanism n soooooooo CRUEL!!!i hate u..u make this reunion worst reunion in my life..n now i know why my dad eagerly  n insist me to come back with him..n FOR YOUR INFORMATION MR.GREEDY...i didn't respect u at all aftr what u said to my fam k!!hate u soooooo much!!ya Allah...why was this happen to us??can't it be settle with a smooth way or in better situation??just Allah knows the best for us..n bcoz of u too MR.GREEDY..others need to felt the pain..no fun..no happiness for this CNY!!hate it when the holiday is sucks!!!!the planning to cameron need to be cancelled just bcoz of u MR.GREEDY!!!u r the biggest contributor to my problem...n bear in your mind..u'll GET BACK WHAT U SAID k!!!!

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should i or not??

berkali2 ku menelefon mu..berkali2 aku mendail nombor mu dan ku matikan semula..berkali2 juga kau bertanyakan kepadaku..kenapa?ada masalah ka?sakit ka?perlukan bantuan ka?tak..tak..tak..itu sahaja jawapan ku kepada mu..caramu itu sangat membuatkan ku tersentuh.memang terserlah betapa kau sgt menyayangiku..sgt mengambil berat tentang diriku..serba salah aku dibuatnya..aku dilemma.aku bukan jenis yang meminta.aku tidak pandai untuk meminta walaupun aku tahu aku layak untuk semua itu.aku sering fikirkan kesannya jika aku lakukannya.kau banyak menasihati ku.kau banyak membantu ku.katamu itu tanggungjawabmu..aku tahu semua itu.TAPI.........aku tak sanggup.telah banyak yang kau lakukan untuk ku.aku perlu lakukannya sendiri.aku perlu kawal perasaanku.aku perlu kawal perlakuanku.aku perlu kawal segala2nya.hidup ini perlukan pengorbanan katamu..tapi mampukah aku??sekali aku memberitahumu..menitis juraian air mataku.aku xsepatutnye melafazkannya..setelah banyak yang kau lakukan untukku.terima kasih untuk segalanya kerana kau sentiasa memahami ku..aku akan sentiasa menghargai pertolonganmu..sayangku padamu xpernah luntur..kau sentiasa berada dalam doaku..

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busy week!

hey there..i'm having a week with full of 'ENJOYMENT'!!!

too much of assignment

too much of reports

too much of presentation

too much of tests

too much of nite classes

too much of events

too much of rushing2

too much of things to reschedule in my life

too much of press , pressure , pressured!!

all about too muchhhhh

damn man!!oh..my life....

hamboi2..sakan kn..kemain byk lg ko punye too much too much ye.hengat2 ckit ye..ko tu studnt..mmgle too much of evrythng.just go with the flow la..mmg sng ckp tp i'm the one who felt it k.sometimes org nmpk kte lepak je tp hakikatnye too much of LOAD a.k.a beban....pabila terlalu byk sgt TOO much dlm hdp nie,aku pown mulelah jdk TOO much mcm nk sewel.haha...no la..xkn smpi cmtuh.rilek..chill la.tu la cbrn as a student.mse nie je la dpt rse too much sume nie..pasni xde da..(confident je aku nie)

bebel byk plak kn tp mmg trase pnt sgt2 mggu nie.blh dikatakan tiap2 hari kul 2 or 3 pagi bru tdo buat keje.tulah..suruh buat awl2 xnk..xpe2,INILAH ARUS KEHIDUPAN SEORANG PELAJAR...we need to try evrythng.no matter it is easy or difficult or in the middle.sometimes rse cam nk give up jgk tp da half of my way kowt.rugi kalo berundur....bak kate HERO PENANG...pantang berundur sblm berperang.ceyt!! bajet gler die ckp kat aku cmtuh.perang la sgt..hidup dah moden kowt skang.xde perang2 da kat mlysia nie.tp pape pown..thanx to hero penang tu ye coz give me TOO MUCH of advices n bg smgt aku berkobar2 blk even pnt cam g perang tu la.hahaha

hero penang tuh mksdkn perang mcm american civil war nie ke iraq war cm bwh nie??agk2 yg mne  ko nk join ha h hero penang??

 

last but not least..thanx to all my frens who cheered up my day every single day in the PERANG here...hahaha..xoxo la sme u ollz!!

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♥...mEm0rIEs in 2011...♥

hey guys..we are in 2012 already.

new year..new months..new weeks..new days..new hours..new minutes..new seconds

everything is new but there is nothing new bout me.always being the same person as u ollz knew me b4.

p/s: (myb new face je kowt.makin cantik.ahaks...pasan lebeyh..xpela..diri wa,suke wa la..muahhahah)

k2..lets continue..

hari tu mse last day in 2011 xsempat nk buat entry coz BUSY sgt.yellar...IMPORTANT PERSON la katekan.

p/s: (haa..nie lg 1 suke prasan.muahhaha)

kalau nk buat sume HIGHLIGHTS from last year mmg xmampu la..mcm2 jdk.hahah

so, short HIGHLIGHTS only k..strt dr mane2 yg aku ingt la..

yg aku xciter lg mse 2011 ialah............

CALON-CALON HIGHTLIGHT STORIES adalah seperti berikut :

1. pegi KL ngan bdk2 yg mcm crazy.slumber redah je..

2. pegi Kellie's Castle ngan manusia2 yg suke berjalan...sempit2 lam kete,sanggup je dieorg..

3.balik cuti mid-sem.blk naek plusliner ngan beby,fika n domo.pastuh berjaya gak nek putra ngan bantuan beby..tq ye beby..xoxo!

4.wedding my brother..congratz to MR.ADY n MRS.ZURA..love both of u..♥♥

(p/s: byk lg gambo..tp xlarat nk dwnld bebanyak..tgk kat fb je ek..)

even da mls nk upload..tp de 1 gmba nie aku suke sgt!!

5. pegi picnic ngan family with new sis-in-law.BBQ bagai..sonot2 tp xsempat amik gmba dr cmra..EXTRAVAGANT nye sonot coz sume ahli keluargaku yg tercinte ade...weee~

6. balik S.I..ayh,ateh . k.teh anta..suke2..

7. bermulelah kehidupan sebagai pelajar QS yg berjaya.....

uuupppsss!!!yg 6 n 7 tuh terkeluar carta.tu 2012 punye..hahahah
till we meet again...

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